Glimpses of our childhood

Wydawnictwo Biblioteka Tematu,
Przekład na j. angielski Alina Jelińska-Żelazny,  
Autor rysunku na okładce Wojciech Górka,
Redaktor Dariusz Tomasz Lebioda,
Posłowie Danuta Mucha,
Bydgoszcz 2009  

Wybrane wiersze

Birds in all weathers

The weather in a grey coat 
turned the earth into a mud clump. 
The sky was overcast. 

And when ,according to the forecast, 
the weather puts on a sheep skin fur- 
The earth will become a snowball. 
You won`t tell a human from a snowman.

Who`s going to call this weather beautiful? 
Who`s going to nestle close to it? 
Who? 
The children will! 

As they are not fearful of winds, fogs and drizzle. 
Not even the snowdrifts, blizzards and chills… Children will chirp up on that day like sparrows. 
For children are birds in all weathers. 
A grandma`s dream

To the shelter, hurry, my grandchild! 
They are coming…there, whirring above. 
There`s no time to lose, we`ll get covered up 
with rubble. 

Wake up ,grandma, look through the window. 
The sky is like a flax blossom.. 
And there`s no aircraft over your head. 
It`s only grandpa`s hoover vacuuming. 
Portraits

Helter-skelter from my grandson, I received 
a sheet of paper with a carrot spot inside and 
a caption saying: A portrait of a snowman 
in the snow. 

-That`s pure abstraction! 
The face of old portraits has to be refreshed, Grandma. He said splashing me in the eyes 
the paint of words in which our neighbour, 
a portrait painter, wanted him to dip his tongue. 

Later, he pinned up the snowman`s portrait 
next to the one of grandfather, the teacher, 
which hangs over my desk on the wall. 

After a while, the snowman itself 
fell on the floor. 

That`s because grandpa looked at it askance. 
A violin

There hangs on the wall an old violin. 
A resonance box with a neck 
and broken strings. 

No signature of a violin maker. 
No violinist taking it from the wall. 

When it comes to instruments, 
an artist neither takes it or leaves. 
He simply parts with it. 

An artist stashes his talent 
in a life`s case and hangs it over 
his shoulder like a wing… 

His soul dwells inside a violin. 
A wirtuoso

A virtuoso went playing the waltz, 
with so much fiery passion 
that the strings were bursting one by one, 
and the bow gave snapping sounds. 

When the last string broke 
with this passionate and sultry waltz, 
the artist finished it with a shattered bow 
and his finger`s strings, still aglow.  
Freaks

Over the bridge, 
within the boundaries of a global village, 
instead of the old cottage 
there is a high-rise block of flats. 

No longer familiar and cosy in this global village.

Only the children, like flowers, 
got soaked with the global sod. 

The children`s parents, like boulders, 
also settled down in this place with time. 
And even talk kindly with neighbours. 

But grandma and grandpa- 
two old apple trees, 
transplanted, 
still long for the old orchards they pleased. 

That`s why people call them… freaks. 
A swallow

When a boy demolished a swallow`s nest 
with a ball, I thought 
it`ll give up this place of bad luck 
for good. 

A demolished house is not the same 
as a broken vase. 

Yet it came back to the same spot- 
the thatched roof under the sky of forget-me-nots 
to guard the remains of the nest 
and the fragments of eggs. 

Attachment is stronger than pain. 
A dog’s friendship

When once a duck tried a dog`s meal, 
it was knocked about and hit. 
Although the dog was not to blame, 
The master beat it with a cane. 

This gave the dog a real pain. 

Tears in his eyes began to show. 
It couldn`t bear the master`s 
blow. 

A loving dog would do anything 
for his owner ; carry him in its mouth 
to save from fire and lend its tail to 
rescue from water. 
A melody on a dog’s note

There`s a bustling market crowd, 
and a busker 
playing music rather loud. 

Pressing his harmonica so close 
playing on the same old song. 

Unsolicited, they throw him coins 
and he plays it on and on. 

The crowd gathers helter-skelter 
with an eye on shopping stalls, 
and he plays the same old songs. 

Then a child nearby a gate 
called out - Mom, look right- 
no old doggie at the busker`s side. 

Stunned the busker went and dumb, 
with a bang his notes fell down, 
and one note turned into tear on the ground.  
A row

The nerves are being frayed. 
The tongues are slashing themselves. 
One fist threatens another- 
I`ll beat you, beware! 

When anger knocked it about, 
the reason awakened at last. 
And stamping its foot, it called out: 
Enough of the row! Let`s talk 
like good pals. 

Hear the heart in the breast cage, 
it`s tousled. It`s thumping like mad 
and quaking all feared and sad?  
A lightning - rod

Mother feels a little restless. 
Father wears a nasty frown. 
Well, it looks like a stormy 
row. 

So I ask my dear grandma, 
and I use a praying code: -
Please, appease them 
since you are my lightning-rod! 

Then I make a little promise: 
Never do any mischief. 
And a rainbow starts to beam 
in my parents eyes so dim. 
The unwinged

How many more of them, 
like Johnny the fiddler, 
were left unwinged 
He had his music plucked off 
and a violin wrenched 
by time`s wind. 

And how many of them like 
Anthony couldn`t fly high with carving 
because a gale blew harsh not in the windmills 
but straight in their eyes. 

How many Pegasus` foals 
couldn`t neigh in the nebulous fields 
because they had their wings slashed, 
and their feathers plucked for quilts. 

How many more of them… 

Many… up there on Parnassus 
there is a garden of genuine talent 
beings, watered with tears of Muses` 
and no longer scourged by the wind. 
A night heron`s distribution 

The children on earth 
are given food from 
a purblind cook. 

Hence the ladle`s uneven. 
Hence a night heron`s distribution: 
One child is surfeited, and the other 
asks for scrap. 

No need for a dish-washer with 
such eating. The hungriest will 
lick the plates clean and scrape 
the pot`s bottom leaving sheen.  
A bluebottle`s blossom

You relish the beauty 
of a bluebottle`s blossom 
sparsely seen. 

There`s so much delight 
and glamour for you 
in such a fine form, 
in the cloud`s hue… 

And the sky, where butterflies 
spread rainbow wings, adds more 
to the scene… 
but, lo…once you let it, 
the flower will grow wanton 
in the whole field. 

Beauty appeals, 
it`s there to please, 
but bread is your need. 
Partridges

From a fox they run away- 
Mother Partridge 
and its covey tail. 

Wherever they secretly 
hide, in the cornfield 
or grass, the fox goes 
past and acting like blind, 
it sniffs the partridges 
even underground. 

It always catches 
the runaways. 

It knows where to 
trace.  
Chamomile

Chamomile- 
summer eyes 
with pupils like sunrays. 

Gentle and suave, 
ready to ease every cut. 

Chamomile the same as 
eyes of a nurse from 
Krynica`s sanatorium house. 

The nurse in a white frock 
gave me medicine and she 
smelled with an azulene. 
Bird`s Niobe

A bird flew from over the sky- 
in its beak a flapping fly. 
The bird flew into the nest 
that a fox had ripped into shreds. 

The bird went dumb at the sight. 
The empty nest made it petrified. 
So much pain and torment dwelled in 
the small bird. Tears surged into a river 
within seconds, and all that turned into 
sand spilling from within its tiny eyelids. 
A hare

Funny thing, a hare, 
taking me for a greyhound, 
ran away to a forest 
at a bound. 

But worse than a greyhound 
is the abysmal forest w
ith an iron mouth.  
A stag

A stag flashed by in my eyes 
like a flame, 
shining with a satin of its hair, 
flaunting its impressive antlers. 

And it hid in brushes. 

Left after it in the air 
were those quivering waves, 
in which it impressed with a living 
fire its beauty shape. 
A birch

When a birch couldn`t straighten up 
its old gnarled bark, 
it cried out in human ache: 

-Let thunder strike me right there! 
-Let a lumberman come and fell! 
With no strength in my bough 
I can`t with this crippled old age go on. 

-A ranger said to it- You`ll be a white 
cane for me when darkness pours. 

 -It would be really sad without you- 
A ranger`s son whispered, 
cuddling his head close to 
the leaning birch. 
An oak tree

An oak tree is a strongman 
carrying the sky`s dome 
on his shoulders. 

The soil at its root 
around shrank to a sand 
lump. 

With the oak tree, 
bark beetles failed. 
The wind was no gale. 
A saw had a tooth dropped, 
an axe got notched. 

No man and no element defeated it. 
Yet you can never trust- 
A spark in the forest 
turned the oak into dust. 
Sunset by the sea

The sun- 
a drowsy eye of the day. 
Below the sea`s tearful vale. 

There`s a blazing fire… 
reddening, swelling with scarlet. 

Heavens` aglow. 
The waves shimmer with fish scales, 
glimmer with flames. And silence`s 
smashed with squawks of birds,- 
torches of doves. 

And a sand-fringed lagoon is burning. 
In it my rocking paper boat`s sailing. 

Fire! Fire! 

And after a while… the fiery sun 
behind the horizon rolls down… 

And a cool wind from the sea 
stops twilight`s fire 
and leaves. 
Tomorrow looks like a beautiful day

Tomorrow looks like a beautiful day. 
The setting sun was glowing red. 
The sky will brighten up again 
and a skylark will chirp… 

Tomorrow looks like a beautiful day. 

And yesterday`s paintings, 
tainted with our fate, 
will be dispersed by a dawn`s gleam 
and a brand-new day. 

There`s only left on canvas, 
as if on Veronica`s handkerchief, 
a reflection of a child`s face 
with a pent-up shriek… 

Tomorrow looks like a beautiful day. 
Only a shadow from behind trees`ll sway.  
The Ark

I`m sending these poems, 
like Noah`s Ark 
into life`s billowy waves. 
In it- A CHILD 
with a flower and a dove… 

In it I want to save The WORLD of A CHILD. 

Because at the time of our present apocalypse, 
when all blustering elements meet at once- 
YOU, THE YOUNG ONES 
YOU,WORLD`S CHILDREN 

You are our HOPE. 
An island of green upon angry waters. 
An anchor on this biblical boat. 
A rainbow in the sky after the deluge… 

AND A BETTER WORLD WILL BE BORN OUT OF YOU. 

(c)2021, Wszelkie Prawa Zastrzeżone

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